Search well and be wise, nor believe that self-willed pride will ever be better than good counsel.

Aeschylus..

First things come first.

It is a well visited place this one pictured above. Hungry Head is just down the road from Urunga.  It is the first headland south from the mouth of the river opening at Urunga.   The headland is certainly one of my favorite places to go and to look over the massive ocean laying on the Earth before me expanding as far as my eyes can see. 

I have seen whales from up here, Hungry Head is a great place to see these ocean sweethearts as they travel up the coastline in front of us on their special journey to mate and have  their babies somewhere in the vast oceans of the planet.

Lots of surfers come to here to check out the surf conditions as its a top view up and down the coast from here.

Image by Mezza - A swell discussion on the cliff.

Vitamin D directly from the sun, is an excellent healing agent.

The most excellent light.  The full spectrum beaming into my  body through my eyes at dawn.

Sungazing

Me and the Earth share everything in common.  This is a connection to ancient practice.  This is a full blown injection of colour into your body.  Colour in the form of vibration is a healing practice handed down and almost extinguished by Roman tyrany. 

Always make sure your shadow is at least three times you're height when you commence or practice  this.  The UV is 0 at this time and therefore not dangerous as falsely preached in the circles of flat earth science that is mindlessly swallowed without question.

Image by Mezza - Sungazing in Urunga NSW

“Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself.”

George Bernard Shaw

What is in that window?

We are all given a measure, pressed down, shaken and overflowing.  The measure is birth.  Pressed down is the learning we do while we live. Shaken is what happens to us as we live and experience life. Finally, overflowing is what happens to us when love is the frequency of our very existence.

Each day we have the opportunity to make the very best of this day.  Each day we can window shop on life and take it all in and choose just for today.  Today I will make the best of this day and live it to the fullest according to what is predestined inside of me.  In my DNA I have the capacity to grow.  I will endeavor to correct the vibration just for today, tomorrow will take care of itself and yesterdays raucous off key tunes are over. 

Listen to the heartbeat of the earth for she has a vibration of around 7htz.  It is a continuous pulse just as we pulse.  This pulse is our vibration.  I will continue to go before the sun in the mornings with an expectant heart and ask for my singing voice to return to me.

Image by Mezza - What is in the window (see more images @ http://www.flickr.com/photos/melonpopzdropz/7284499546/)

Light is colour .. all things have colour when light is shone on to it. Where there is no light there is no colour.

Beams.

When the light is like this in the mornings it is different to a straight stark sunrise .. you actually feel it diffuse around you like warm water gently caressing your spirit. The days when the sun dawns on a clear day you feel the power of the suns energy zooming into you and down into your darkest furthermost crevices and into your toes and fingers. The power is what is different / from nature this shows me that we must experience a variation to counteract the negative energy or negative ions.. it breaks these down in a way that is within the integrity of the vibrations it washes over.

Image by Mezza - Dawn on Good Friday.  6th April 2012

"Matilda Mother"

.."Matilda Mother" is a song by British psychedelic rock band Pink Floyd, and is featured on their debut album, The Piper at the Gates of Dawn (1967).
 

Written by Syd Barrett, the song is sung mostly by Richard Wright with Barrett joining in on choruses and singing the whole last verse.

 The lyrics quote fragments of fairy tales as read from a book to the singer by his mother ("read the scribbly black", referring to writing in a book as a child sees it), and in the chorus he implores her to "tell me more". Some critics argue that "Matilda Mother" represents a common theme in Barrett's work: his nostalgia for childhood and awareness that it could not be regained

 Barrett originally wrote the song around verses from Hilaire Belloc's Cautionary Tales, in which a series of naughty children, including Matilda, receive their (often gruesome) comeuppance. He was forced to rewrite and re-record the track when Belloc's estate unexpectedly denied permission to use these lyrics.

I feel like the Piper at the Gates of Dawn when I walk onto that wooden footbridge and it is still dark.  I begin my journey towards the sun.  The reason why I photograph the suns rising.  Every day that the sun rises should be celebrated and I celebrate the fact that I am a Matilda Mother.. I am also a Montana Mother and a Jesse Mother but in this instance I am reminded of the talk of the planets in the beginning of the Album that the song Matilda Mother is featured on.  What an awesome album released in 1967 and what an awesome dawn today was released in 2012.
 http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Matilda_Mother#cite_note-2


Image by Mezza - Dawn over the rivers in Urunga 2012

The Biblical name for angel, מלאך mal'ach, which translates simply as "messenger,"

May the angel who redeems me from all evil, bless the children, and let my name be named in them, and the name of my fathers Abraham and Isaac, and let them flourish like fish for multitude in the midst of the land. 

(Genesis 48:16)

 In Zoroastrianism there are different angel-like figures. For example, each person has one guardian angel, called Fravashi. They patronise human beings and other creatures, and also manifest God’s energy.

I often make things from virtually nothing creating something useful from what others may term as rubbish or view with little or no esteem.  It is within these things that I try to find the original beauty from the pieces elements as presented to me.
I have all of my beads out on the table and I have been waiting for that wave to overcome me as it does and when it does is when I create these decals.  I love them and I love to make them from various materials.

Pictured above is part of the base of one of these and the beads seemingly took on a persona of an angel.  As soon as it was hung in the window I saw her and I felt compelled to say hello.
We all know angels hang out in strange places.  This angel seems to want to hang out in my back window and I love her and think she is quite lovely.  I think she likes the sun like I do and that is why she has chosen to hang out here with me in this spot.

I will get this wave I talk about and it is a creative wave.  I tend to call it the zone.  It isn't something I can manipulate though.  It comes and when it comes I do not have much control as I will create the most amazing things no matter where I am or whatever is at my disposal.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angels

Image by Mezza - Part of one of the window decals I made. 

What a glorious morning for a Friday

"One's ideas must be as broad as Nature if they are to interpret Nature," he answered. 

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle from A Study in Scarlet

Color boosted hill image... sometimes it looks like this really

What a glorious morning today has been so far.  I didn't sun-gaze  at the beach today.  I have had too many insect bites recently and so I decided to stay close to home and gaze into the sun.  I need to settle my mind as I do this.  It is funny because you would think this easy.  Well it isn't easy.  It is hard to still your mind for even just five seconds.  I need to close my eyes and see myself that is all I have to do.  Holding that image of myself is the part that isn't easy for me.  I keep trying though because in my heart I am already doing this so it works whether I do it properly or not because I have seen myself do this in my minds eye.  

Just staying up on the hill in the morning is different from tangling with the insects further down below.  Sometimes I like the view from here.  I can see the sun sooner.  I can see the sun clearer as well.  Tomorrow I will really be calm and settle and go with an expectant heart always that what you see in your minds eye will manifest into reality. 

http://www.litquotes.com/quote_author_resp.php?AName=Sir%20Arthur%20Conan%20Doyle&page=12

Image by Mezza - On the Hill boost juice style

Looking at a sunset, just for a second you forget your separateness....

You are the sunset. That is the moment when you feel the beauty of it. But the moment you say that it is a beautiful sunset, you are no longer feeling it; you have come back to your separate, enclosed entity of the ego.

AN OUTSTANDING PINK SUNSET in URUNGA

Now the mind is speaking. And this is one of the mysteries, "That the mind can speak, and knows nothing; and the heart knows everything, and cannot speak".

- OSHO

For me, this is a very special piece of wisdom.  Something that will change the way I look at things from here on in.  

I remember every sunset and I remember every word you said. And I will be there in a heartbeat.  My soul is broken and streets are frozen ....  some special words from a song by Simple Plan... Paradise.

Image By Mezza - Urunga

Remember you can always find EAST by staring directly at the sun - Bart Simpson

OH that did make me smile to remember this quote..

I especially loved it because I am now fully participating in Sun Gazing each day that is possible.  So I know where the east is because I see it each day from my back door facing the Pacific Ocean.  Its funny having a back door that faces the ocean.  I told you I was different.

“Reading about nature is fine, but if a person walks in the woods and listens carefully, he can learn more than what is in books, for they speak with the voice of God.”

And so a walk onto the ground with bare feet is so healthy for your body.  That is the type of bare feet with zero shoes not the slippers with claws type.

I don't go into the woods or the bush as we call it here in Australia alone.  It is a dangerous place the Australian bush and a friend along for the walk is advisable.  I stick to the more open paths. For example, the walk out to the beach here in front of our house on the hill or into the beach down the road further called the Sand Mines ...  It is named this because it is the drive into an area that was originally used for sand mining and now they don't do this anymore,  and thank goodness for that as well.

I like to walk out via the mangroves and see the huge male kangaroo protecting his family.   This big male roo has been here a long long time and he has seen a lot of change  here at Galayjal  Miirrlarl.

I learn everything there is from imitating nature.  We are meant to imitate these things and feel this in our spirit.  "Imitate nature and take one step at a time" - Mary Peters.  I get up with the birds and I go to sleep with them as well.  I get as much daylight into my eyes as humanly possible.

I know it helps my sadness because since I have been doing this I have changed.  I don't cry anymore like I used to all of  the time.  I guess I have finally come out of it at last.  The sadness of losing two of my children to the world and their  turning against me because I am different was a hard road to tramp.  I tramped it, and I jumped on it and I threw things at that road.

No longer do I feel this way.  The suns rays and my expectant heart worked together to perform a miracle ....  I have not cried now for approximately 7 weeks.   Well I  have shed a tear or two, but I have not cried because of this stuff.  I went with and expectant heart to see Montana again and like wow that happened immediately and I asked could I photograph birds and now the birds sit there nicely while I take their pictures.  I asked to go to Uluru and now I'm going with Uncle Tom and Suzie Kelly.

I know that I know that  the sun has a lot to do with all of this occurring  as it's a lot of co-incidences at once!  I needed a tripod to do any early photography with any level of success and so I asked what I should do and I came home that day and posted and add for a tripod and within three minutes a lady responded.   I was blessed with one for $20.00.  This tripod is brand new and it is perfect and it was only twenty dollars.  That was the figure I saw in my minds eye that I could pay ... this is what they charged. Amazing!

Now that this has been shown to me to be a powerful energy I most assuredly  am to work on myself more.  I have see that the expectant heart in front of the sun is a good thing.  The energy receptors in my body are fully charged most of the time.  Just that little extra charge and Whamo! look what happens.  I say thanks to God for this secret knowledge.  Just like most things though God gets laughed at a lot and not taken seriously.

I know people already think that I am full loopy for doing all of this sun-gazing. But  it is something that I must do now as I have been to the very depths of darkness with these problems of mine over the last two and a half years.    Now,  I finally see changes.   So now I am going for it full speed ahead now.  I need to mend these stupid relationships with my other two children.  They must see that their mother was right soon and that they other people were very wrong.  I must have patience. 
I will go before the sun today and ask for patience to be restored into my sphere of engagement with people places and things.  I am short on patience most of the time.  Frustration being one of the key things that tip me over the edge at times.  No more  now as nothing tips me these days.   Thank you Yuludarla!

RED SKY for a short time at dawn.

I promised I would not go at dawn without the tripod and see I was totally rewarded because I can't take this image without one as its physically impossible for me to hold it still that long.

So the day started off beautiful and Montana is arriving this afternoon to stay the evening so I must not waste time today looking at pretty images making my eyes tired.

Image by Mezza - Dawn on the two rivers running in Urunga NSW

You don't stop laughing because you grow old, you grow old because you stopped laughing.

So above all, continue to do the things that you enjoy and love as you get older and older as that is the thing that keeps you alive.  Food has a little to do with it but really one must be happy and have a desire to live.  If one loses the desire to laugh and then to live then life is snuffed out and the universe cannot help but reply and death can ensue!

I like to do things that make me feel alive and kicking like standing in the freezing waters at dawn taking photographs.  I probably would have loved to have studied this sort of art at college. 

I do wish I had been born to people who enjoyed education and learning.  To be born and have to live with people who would not allow you to do your homework was difficult to keep up the charade of perfectness that I wanted to convey as a child was terribly important to me because I was already living such an imperfect life compared to others.  The pressure was horrendous

I could have studied in my adult years but I chose a life partner who always made fun of the fact that I am very very clever.  He prefers to tell people the exact opposite these days and they prefer to believe him.  I am in fact still studying and I learn amazing stuff daily and I love to teach Montana.

Images and Design by Mezza- Urunga NSW

Dawn today over the footbridge in Urunga

The golden light of this Saturday morning was glorious but I could see some rain building and a storm on the front.  I stood and took some images and gazed longingly into the pureness of the dawning suns healing light. 

Last week I met someone who told me that it took 9 minutes for your entire blood supply to pass by your eyes and this healing light.  This light is capable of bleaching things in its brilliance.  When you look into the sun you are perhaps bleaching your blood of the impurities within that cannot be dissipated any other way than by the suns rays into your eyes at either dawn or sunset at an hour either side of this.  Other times the suns radiation is too strong and will cause you damage.  This is where common sense kicks in and you make the choice not to do it then.

One hour after this image was shot the sky opened up and bucketed down once more.  Lightening and thunder all around and a shaking dog once more.

Image by Mezza - Dawn at Urunga