The Biblical name for angel, מלאך mal'ach, which translates simply as "messenger,"

May the angel who redeems me from all evil, bless the children, and let my name be named in them, and the name of my fathers Abraham and Isaac, and let them flourish like fish for multitude in the midst of the land. 

(Genesis 48:16)

 In Zoroastrianism there are different angel-like figures. For example, each person has one guardian angel, called Fravashi. They patronise human beings and other creatures, and also manifest God’s energy.

I often make things from virtually nothing creating something useful from what others may term as rubbish or view with little or no esteem.  It is within these things that I try to find the original beauty from the pieces elements as presented to me.
I have all of my beads out on the table and I have been waiting for that wave to overcome me as it does and when it does is when I create these decals.  I love them and I love to make them from various materials.

Pictured above is part of the base of one of these and the beads seemingly took on a persona of an angel.  As soon as it was hung in the window I saw her and I felt compelled to say hello.
We all know angels hang out in strange places.  This angel seems to want to hang out in my back window and I love her and think she is quite lovely.  I think she likes the sun like I do and that is why she has chosen to hang out here with me in this spot.

I will get this wave I talk about and it is a creative wave.  I tend to call it the zone.  It isn't something I can manipulate though.  It comes and when it comes I do not have much control as I will create the most amazing things no matter where I am or whatever is at my disposal.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Angels

Image by Mezza - Part of one of the window decals I made. 

Where ignorance is our master, there is no possibility of real peace.

Dalai Lama 

Reflections

It became apparent today as I stood in the light. A lot of the people around me do not understand me.  They prefer their ignorance to hold hands with their selfish pride because a pride of this demeanour is only for oneself and not for the good of all around.

I have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of as I have said many times.  I did not do the things that are said about me.  What else can I say and if I am not believed it is not my issue but the person who is doing the believing.  I don't have an issue with the truth  at all.  But I will not succumb to be told I am lying when I say to them that I am not.

So while ever these people keep themselves ignorant to the truth then they will not have any true and genuine peace of mind because life does things.  It makes things play on our mind.  There must be some doubt in their minds now that they may just have been very wrong about me and about Brice.  There were others who were self serving in blackening our names and thought nothing about using the kids to make it all happen. 

I have to keep the faith and not be a part of this and keep seeing the day that this will be all sorted out.  I will strive towards this.  I surely cannot have done anything so bad that I should be treated like this.  I have done a lot of things in response to how my situation was in the past surely I cannot be held accountable for normal reactions to abnormal situations.

Image by Mezza - Window on the hill reflecting the early morning in Urunga 2012

Instead of regretting where you've BEEN..give thanks for where you're GOING. ( author unknown)

That quote above with the unknown author is however very very similar to another quote by someone who I do know and that is Joyce Meyer.   She says this " Enjoy where you are on the way to where you are going". 
In other words just enjoy where you are at the moment, and this doesn't need to depend on the outside circumstances.

On the hill today was an awesome dawn and with that always comes new hope.  For today I will hope that I can make a difference.  For today I will concentrate on sending vibrational love to all three of my children,  the ones to whom I am hopelessly estranged from due to the mad circumstances of life.

Image by Mezza - Reflections of a new day at Urunga 2012