a sad indictment of our societies as a collective.

"Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts."
Albert Einstein

I continually find the inequality in the world a sad indictment of our societies as a collective.  The societies that consider themselves to be first world countries.  It is so obvious that the greed to hang on to the large amounts of wealth is what is making me feel sick.   I struggle to keep what I have because in this world of people who are like me, I am considered inhumane and not worth it. 

These opinions of others that are unwarranted because I still don't know what I did wrong is reinforcing Edith's brainwashing.  She continually belted me daily while yelling at me, "I should have been drowned at birth".  I had awful nightmares  that I would be drowned and I would not be able to survive it.

Why is the world such a cruel place?   I just want to forget about these things.   Yet as it turns out, the more acceptable,  those who are the so called "movers and shakers", are the ones causing most of the damage.  These people make me out to be less than a human.   This damage is killing me more each time. 
ORLANDO, FL - JULY 12: Caylee Anthony memorial where the 2-year-old child remains were found on July 12, 2011 in Orlando, Florida. Casey Anthony was found not guilty of first-degree murder, aggravated manslaughter and aggravated child abuse. (Image credit: Getty Images via @daylife)Slowly it is numbing me to the incidence that I have lost everything.  My children were all I ever wanted and I did not ever want this what I have.   I never dreamed for one moment that my life would be like this because I am so disabled emotionally.  I didnt even do this to myself and those that do it to them selves for fun are given the chances and the help and the extra goes.  This is what is playing on my mind.   It is because my mind is doing not much and left to continually think about the situation that I am in.  I really try to be brave and I do have friends but no one can do anything either.
I am so sick of being the burden, that people feel the need to bow their heads and walk past me quickly in hope that they do not have to speak to me at all!

Why is someone who needs so much help continually tortured and hurt so desperately in front of you all.   How does this happen.  Why do you all care when people have died.  They died because they felt like no one is listening and no one is listening and no one is helping and I can't do this much longer.  Today I am struggling with the inner pain again.  My psychologist says that I need to hate my mother and father for doing what they did.  I just don't know how to hate them,  I have no relationship with them to relate to.  That box is very empty and there is nothing in it.  Nothing to draw a feeling from.  The feeling is empty.

Image by Mezza -Firestation in Urunga on a job.

Judge condems police and refers 3 cops to the corruption board.

THE BAD OLD PHONE BOOK DAYS ARE GONE:  this is a present for NAIDOC .. top call by someone in high places  - the difference is ---> this does not happen enough .. JUSTICE is necessary!

Three officers from the North Coast Ballina Police Command have been referred to the corruption watchdog after a judge found the footage to show the officers assaulted a 23 year old prisoner Corey Barker.

These officers alleged this boy assaulted them. Thank God this Judge did this.. THANK YOU JUDGE.. thank you!

A lot of folks think things are different these days. Believe me they are not.

From  The Sydney Morning Herald
http://www.smh.com.au/national/magistrate-condemns-police-who-lied-about-their-assault-on-aboriginal-man-20120705-21k9d.html

A GROUP of police officers assaulted an Aboriginal man in a northern NSW police station then falsely claimed he had attacked them, continuing to give ''palpably false evidence'' in court despite CCTV footage clearly showing what really happened, a magistrate has found.
Ballina Local Court Magistrate David Heilpern yesterday referred the matter to the Police Integrity Commission, after finding that in lying under oath about the assault the officers had caused the ''administration of justice to be debased''.
In a legal costs judgment handed down yesterday, Magistrate Heilpern found that on January 14 last year, Corey Barker, 23, had been arrested after an altercation in Ballina.

Read more: http://www.smh.com.au/national/magistrate-condemns-police-who-lied-about-their-assault-on-aboriginal-man-20120705-21k9d.html#ixzz1znUfV5IY

 from the aborigalz@blogspot.

Governer Hunter said to Pemulwuy in a meeting in Sydney in May 1796, "The British Government has charged me to bring about Reconciliation between you Australians and we the British Colony."
The dictionary says Reconciliation is - the ending of conflict or renewing of a friendly relationship between disputing people or groups.
Thats all rosey and nice to say, however in Traditional Aboriginal Law and LORE the following are breaches of the Law or LORE and were punishable by death in 1796:
RAPE
MURDER
GENOCIDE
POISONING
DEFORESTATION
KILLING ANIMALS INDISCRIMINATELY
REMOVAL OF PEOPLE FROM THEIR HOME
FORCEABLY CAPTURING PEOPLE AGAINST THEIR WILL
ETC ETC ETC.
And I say etc etc etc because there are too many breaches of Traditional Aboriginal Law or LORE to mention here that were perpetrated by the British Colonials.
My Point?
There was no Reconciliation or Peace to be had. Not in Traditional Aboriginal terms nor modern Australian terms. Only conquering and complete domination over a "Savage and Primative people".
Pemulwuy's Head along with many thousands of other Aboriginal heads was taken, and sent to England. And after all this has happened, we are asked to forget about the past and move on and Reconcile with Reconciliation Australia etc etc.
NEVER - or until I may take my own heads.   written by Andrew... http://aboriginaloz.blogspot.com.au/p/indigenous-australia-quotes.html

0199 Mt. Conner, NT (Photo credit: Images @ Melonpopzdropz)

I tend to agree with everything he says here and this LORE has been indelibly broken.  Us guys here now are left with the problem that others created.  There are a lot of 1796 people still out there in the community and this is where the problem is.  There is just enough of these idiots to cause trouble and stop effective changes.  Time wasters.

Image by Mezza - Mutajulu at Uluru

Aerodynamically the bumblebee shouldn't be able to fly, but the bumblebee doesn't know that so it goes on flying anyway − Mary Kay Ash

Lots of quarks in the ocean

Is everyone insane,  They have blown the atom apart further inside the atom in the quark and they found that a quark has no mass.  They want to eliminate mass for what sinister reason.  To go into space to live perhaps.  I am not sure this is healthy. 

Image by Mezza - Full moon at the Sand-mines near Urunga NSW

Earth Teach me caring as the mother who secures her young. Earth teach me courage as the tree which stands alone.

Earth teach me limitation
as the ant which crawls on the ground.
Earth teach me freedom
as the eagle which soars in the sky.
Earth teach me resignation
as the leaves which die in the fall.
Earth teach me regeneration
as the seed which rises in the spring.
Earth teach me to forget myself
as melted snow forgets its life.
Earth teach me to remember kindness
as dry fields weep in the rain.

Ute, North American

Hold On

Hold on to what is good,
Even if it's a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe,
Even if it's a tree that stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do,
Even if it's a long way from here.
Hold on to your life,
Even if it's easier to let go.
Hold on to my hand,
Even if someday I'll be gone away from you.

A Pueblo Indian Prayer

Image by Mezza - Shiny happy waves at the sand mines near Urunga NSW

He who lives sees, He who travels sees more! . . . Anonymous

Small is the number of people who see with their eyes and think with their minds.
~Albert Einstein~

I was fascinated with the vision in the sky this morning before dawn on the Eastern sky.  It was Jupiter and it was the brightest I have ever seen this.  I got Brice out of bed to look at it with me because of it's luminous brilliance. Tonight the moon is 99% brilliant going into full brilliance at 4.30am,  we are going out to the sandmines to light a fire and watch the beautiful silver ball rise in the evening sky.

We are about to have some more amazing things happen in the sky above us at the later part of this month of July 2012.  I will be keen to see these phenomena.

Image by Mezza - The Eastern Sky at five o'clock  in the AM  today / 03/07/2012

I'm working for the Creation. I refuse to take part in it's destruction.

-Leon Shanandoah-
Iroquois

The sun is causing a lot of issues in the northern Hemisphere of our planet.  I fear the things I have seen in watching this may cause some kind of serious earth shattering event.  In this country we are in such a state at the moment that a natural disaster would fully do this government in.  They are in another world I am sure. 

Today is Juanita's birthday today.  She is the same age as Jesse.  I remember when she was a little baby.  I am having a good day besides feeling like I still want to slap Julia Gillard up the side of the head with a Fukishima fish.  She should be warning people not to eat the fish.  Instead they carry on with their political hy-jinx and achieve nothing and spend masses of money to do so.  I have a vote of no confidence in this government.

Image by Mezza - Dawn through the gum trees eyes say goodbye to the stars

So it is the first of July today.  It is the funny month named after Julius Caesar.  Honoring a man who changed our entire history to suit the purposes of one lot of people only.  I have to say that even though I can clearly see through this, they were very successful in the carrying out of this fiendish systematic control of the people of the entire world.  I was taught that if you can control just 25% you have control over the others by default.  Interesting as this is what is happening to us and they employ many tactics to do this

We are all in this together and we are peering through the fence and seeing the blatant injustices.

 Today is a new month and with this comes the beginning of the new financial year and the instigation of the very ugly Carbon Tax here in Australia.  It is not being accepted very well.  I think this will be the downfall of Julia but I also think the other side have got zero idea on this one as well.  It all seems very much a mess in politics and now they have all gone on a break!  Give me a break instead.  The situation has now spiraled out of control and people are joining together on the many fronts and showing their strength in numbers alone.  We will not be taken as such fools so freely.

You add this to the outrage being felt across the Northern Territory with the Stronger Futures Policy and the people dying in the water just north of Australia in boats sinking and it is very messy indeed.  Back home on the ground here people are assembling in great numbers against the government and are ready to protest and do what it takes to get the message heard around the world where Coal Seam Gas Mining is concerned. 

We have to stand by and witness the blatant use of our natural resources and we are punished as nation for turning on our lights or keeping our elderly warm and comfortable with out the fear of freezing to death .  I am ashamed!  I am also ashamed of our people to a degree that they swallow this rhetoric without question and they do not have a heart for the people of this land.  The aboriginal situation is appalling.

I feel there is some serious stuff going on and all of this is a smoke screen covering something. What the something is though has not revealed itself to me yet.  I will keep reading between the lines and hopefully I will see this before its too late. 

I am going to light fires for the kettle and bugger Julia!

Image by Mezza -  Monochrome through the fence at dawn

They are fishing people from the water and the government don't appear to care.

The political infighting goes on and on and nothing is solved.

fishing for fish is fun. Fishing people from the water is a nightmare for the ones involved on all sides.

This is proof our government on either side of politics you align your self to  have no idea on what to do with this ever increasing serious situation.  Lives are being lost while they fight over words a million miles away from where it is happening.  Keeping these people in another country who has not signed the United Nations treaty on the treatment of refugees is NO solution to this problem.  The fellow that suggested this in parliament needs to sit down and have a very good long look at himself.  He is shameful and stupid.  Proof they give this very little real thought.

They are seeing people as commodities and not as humans who have endured so much suffering they embark on a leaky boat in the promise of a safer life.  Is it too much to ask.  We take so few here in Australia in comparison to the other countries who have a refugee policy in place.

Once again I have to say that I am not a proud Australian citizen.  This is shameful behavior by our politicians who are just people like you and me.  What makes Julia the boss. She is a freak and she hasn't got a clue about strategy.  She could not organize our own people let alone deal with the culture of others.  She is not a mother and because of this she is lacking the full understanding of what it is and what it takes and how it effects a family on an emotional level.  These people are all people with children. Julia hasn't got a clue when the truth is boiled down.  She is winging it and she is doing a very bad job!


Image by Mezza - Urunga fishing in  less traumatic times.

Indigenous and human rights groups have condemned the rushed passing of the Stronger Futures legislation through the Senate in the early hours of this morning.

I oppose the legislation namely " Stronger Futures".  I am ashamed that our government have taken a step  back in time and think this is the answer to the problems by highlighting what a mess they have already left behind with useless legislation in the past.

Vincent Forrester says the situation in the community of Mutitjulu, south-west of Alice Springs, has deteriorated since the Intervention and will only get worse under the Stronger Futures laws.
"I am calling on all Aboriginal Territorians for civil disobedience," he said.

I love you Aunty!

 Mutujulu has many strong woman who oppose this legislation and this is restricting the entire community from itself.  I agree with Vince Forrester and we need to rise up against this and try to fight this policy on the ground!

http://www.abc.net.au/news/2012-06-29/stronger-futures-laws-rushed-through-senate/4100288

Image by Mezza - Aunty Allison and Suzie while we were at Uluru

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The rain falls because the cloud can no longer handle the weight.

The tears fall because the heart can no longer handle the pain.

Rain drops

Tears are the rain of our lives and on every plain a little rain must fall.  We shed tears to allow for growth in our spirit and a release for this just as a seed needs the rain so do we need the balance of tears in exchange for the fears we feel and release these back to the universe in love.

Image by Mezza - The delicate drops of rain on the succulents

The past cannot be changed, forgotton, edited or erased....It can only be accepted.

Walking out to master my own fate

 Out of the night that covers me,

Black as the pit from pole to pole,

I thank whatever gods may be

For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance

I have not winced nor cried aloud

Under the bludgeoning of chance

My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears

Looms but the horror of the shade,

And yet the menace of the years

Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,

How charged with punishments the scroll.

I am the master of my fate:

I am the captain of my soul..........William Ernest Henley

Image by Mezza - The footbridge in particular golden light this dawn

I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul.

~ William Ernest Henley ~  

Invictus

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud
Under the bludgeoning of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears..

Being responsible for ones self and navigating life with all the smarts you inherited or learned along the way is now well frowned upon in our mad horrid society of which we live amongst.

The majority have given way to thinking the government actually cares about them.  Some politicians even believe they are helping.  I am not crazy but I have come to understand that the conspiracy theory's of which there are many are usually true.  Our government is a suck back government and I cannot respect them.  They will come and lock me up for saying the stuff I say about Julia.  It isn't personal it is political and I am sitting in judgement of them all. 

I am not insane.  They are insane.  Who uses that much of our ground water for mining and gets away with this openly.  Our government says this is perfectly legitimate use.  Julia Gillard has to be a freak, as it most certainly isn't alright to use this water and actually, I want this to cease from happening.  I want to go a few rounds with them over this use of sacred waters.  It has to be legally wrong and it should be contested.  I cannot waltz into the Catholic Church and just take a big white candle just cause I want one or think I want one.  It would be handy but guess what?  The candle isn't mine.  But if I took it then is that not exactly the same as the government allowing the mining company to just take the candle cause they can?

Image by Mezza -  The now derelict posts that once supported a diving platform last century.

Life maybe short but there is always time for coutesy!

Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Hello! I am a courteous and handsome bubba..

Emerson points out a valid situation with this quote.  Life being the smaller number of years we have compared to our ancestors of past times who lived for so much longer than us.  However,  he says that no matter how long you live there is always time for courtesy. 

I think there is always time for someone else and common courtesy is such a sweet delight to come across when you are out in the world.  I  am not bragging, and I am not feeling chuffed, but I want to say that I love to look for situations like this.  If I see and elderly person drop their parcel, or a coin from their purse, I reach down and retrieve it.  The energy transfer that occurs at that precise moment is tangible.  It is a genuine buzz feeling inside.  This is real and not fabricated.  The energy transfer is also real and measurable.

I can only assume that being courteous and kind to your fellow man is a base function innate in us as human beings.  It feels like it is a healthy thing that is occurring inside of me when it happens.  I feel energized and wonderful.  I feel like love is spraying from my head.

 Do others feel this sort of thing?  I don't talk about it openly to others, perhaps I should.   I worry it does sound a little silly to break the situation down this much.   These are the things that I puzzle over and I wonder how it all takes place.  We are electric beings  and the sky above us is electric and the particles all around us are electrically charged.  We emit energies and we are susceptible to energy.  This makes our bodies sing or hum if you like.  I described it earlier as a buzz.   My body resonates and this is a sound that I can't hear and you can't either, but it is there!  The earth has a resonate  frequency of around 7 Hz.

Hope is the thing with feathers that perches in the soul - and sings the tunes without the words - and never stops at all.

Emily Dickinson

Yes Major!

“Through humour, you can soften some of the worst blows that life delivers. And once you find laughter, no matter how painful your situation might be, you can survive it.”  Bill Cosby

Hope and Humour..  Time and Patience ... This lot ought to hang out together because they make great mates.  They compliment each other beautifully.  These are the things I ask the universe for in the vibration of light that is flickering all around me everywhere I walk this earth.

This little fellow was very happy to come down in the tree close to me and have a good chat about not much.  We made funny sounds together and he was happy.  I was happy too, I felt like he came down to purposefully say hello.   When the animals and birds do this it is a very defining moment when you realize we really are all connected.  I must not lose hope and continue to forgive somewhere in there.

Image by Mezza - Major Mitchell Cockatoo

I am not a proud Australian, and this is a shame... a government shame!

The philosophic spirit of inquiry may be traced to brute curiosity, and that to the habit of examining all things in search of food.
~ W. Winwood Reade (1838–1875) ~

We are very far removed from such a time as this with most people of today.  We come from ancient beginnings of hunting and gathering.  We took only what we needed for our family and ourselves.  There was a beautiful balance about this way of doing things where nature is concerned. 

Presently farming practices and mining practices have slumped to a level of degradation that is a shame and a blight on the people of the planet and especially Australia.  If I could walk out there and stop them I would.  I would be shot.  This is our civilization and I am not proud. 

I am not a proud Australian while ever the treatment of the indigenous people continues the way it does.  I am not a proud Australian while ever  the holes in the ground that are left like ugly pock marks on the skin of our land continue to scar her.  I am not a proud Australian while we use 35,million litres a day of ancient ground water for mining practices!



Xavier Rudd sings about this same thing in his new single Spirit Bird - Taking blood and Land.

Image by Mezza - Small craft under the bridge at Urunga

Search well and be wise, nor believe that self-willed pride will ever be better than good counsel.

Aeschylus..

First things come first.

It is a well visited place this one pictured above. Hungry Head is just down the road from Urunga.  It is the first headland south from the mouth of the river opening at Urunga.   The headland is certainly one of my favorite places to go and to look over the massive ocean laying on the Earth before me expanding as far as my eyes can see. 

I have seen whales from up here, Hungry Head is a great place to see these ocean sweethearts as they travel up the coastline in front of us on their special journey to mate and have  their babies somewhere in the vast oceans of the planet.

Lots of surfers come to here to check out the surf conditions as its a top view up and down the coast from here.

Image by Mezza - A swell discussion on the cliff.

A womans highest calling is to lead a man to his soul, so as to invite him with source. Mans highest calling is to protect woman so she is free to walk the Earth unharmed.

Cherokee Proverb

The road to Gleniffer NSW

I am blessed to have this archetypical type man to watch over my every move.  My partner is the most caring and loving individual on this planet.  He is also so unique how he shows this love to me.  He would have to be one of the kindest people I have ever known.  Brice  is fair and firm.  He heaps love upon me in ways that make me light up inside.  I feel very loved.

Our old Gleniffer House

Today he is sending us off on a little journey not far from home, out to near where we used to live at Gleniffer.  I had such a wonderful time with the children and it was the most magic place to live.  We moved into town when Montana was nearly six years old.  I suppose she would remember it the least.


Atalanta my friend and myself are  heading to talk to the trees and just tell them we love them and lay a few things out in front of these guys,  I am so happy to be going to do this.   I want to feel this love from the Earth.  I know this will change my life forever.  It is one of those days, I can feel it in my bones.

Image by Mezza - Turn off to Gleniffer / Gleniffer Road and Roses Road corner.

Vitamin D directly from the sun, is an excellent healing agent.

The most excellent light.  The full spectrum beaming into my  body through my eyes at dawn.

Sungazing

Me and the Earth share everything in common.  This is a connection to ancient practice.  This is a full blown injection of colour into your body.  Colour in the form of vibration is a healing practice handed down and almost extinguished by Roman tyrany. 

Always make sure your shadow is at least three times you're height when you commence or practice  this.  The UV is 0 at this time and therefore not dangerous as falsely preached in the circles of flat earth science that is mindlessly swallowed without question.

Image by Mezza - Sungazing in Urunga NSW

“You can no more win a war that you can win an earthquake”

Jeanette Rankin.

Mt Conner... evidence of ancient ground shaking events

Victoria experienced and  earthquake near Moe of a 5.5 mag on the richter scale and I hurt my arm as the new moon went gracefully into Gemini.  Cute since Gemini is my sun sign and I must be careful of my arm especially.  I hurt it looking at the ocean for any seismic action east of me.


Mr Adam Pascale is Head of the ES&S Seismology Research Centre in Victoria

“This was a fairly significant earthquake event. The epicenter was 10 kilometres west of Churchill in Victoria, about 120 kilometres south-east of Melbourne. At this stage we’ve measured it as a magnitude of 5.5, which is about the same size as the significant Newcastle earthquake of 1989, which was magnitude 5.6. The difference is that this event didn’t occur in a highly populated area.

Tonight’s earthquake was felt strongly in the surrounding towns of Moe, Traralgon, Trafalgar, Churchill and Warrigal. It was also felt all throughout Melbourne and as far as Bendigo. There are also unconfirmed reports that it was possibly felt as far as Sydney.

At least one smaller aftershock has been recorded and we’ll be expecting aftershocks for some days and possibly weeks to come. We can’t rule out an equivalent or larger event in the sequence. There is no way to predict the magnitude of earthquakes to come.”

http://earthquake.usgs.gov/

Image by Mezza -Mt Conner NT.

Government is an association of men who do Violence to the rest of us.

Tolstoy

Julia is such man isn't she.  She doesn't want to get married or to bear children.  Does she seem like the fitting person to tell me how to be a  parent?  No.  Most assuredly and definitely not. I think she is a beast of a woman with very little heart.  She is cold and calculating and cocky.

The challenges of parenting today are complex in a  changed society lacking support.  There are far less close family relationships left  for support because the general makeup of "Family" has been eroded away with government directives of change around family and marriage.  They make you think its ok, there is a financial reason behind all decisions these soldiers of evil make.

Part of the Company

This is still relatively new to us.  We are meant to have each other and our family.  Quite purposefully our society has eaten away the very fabric of its makeup with evil from the hands of no other than the Roman Catholic church of Rome.   They are the owners of our many evil systems.  The systems bind us up into slavery and illness and debt and powerlessness. 

If you don't understand this,   listen to the exact words of Eusebius who was the doctor to Constantine in 325. He said,

"We shall introduce to this history only those events that are useful to ourselves and afterwards to posterity and how it maybe lawful and fitting to use falsehood as a medicine and for the benefit of those who want to be deceived."   The catholic church's Motus Operandie is to openly

"Deceive those who want to be deceived." 

 The bible is still Basic Instruction Before Leaving Earth.  It is a very special book containing occult theology perverted by the Romans to use against us as inhabitants of this earth.  The Christos oil flows inside of us and they don't to this day want you to realize these truths.  They know all of the holy and real truths and they use a perverted form against us. They disarmed our personal power with the education systems they implemented and we allowed this.  They destroyed all of the temples of the  true sciences so as to make this planned transition against us easier.   In the early days you were just killed if you disagreed with Rome.

Image by Mezza -  Church in Morpeth NSW.

“I can be changed by what happens to me. but i refuse to be reduced by it.”

Maya Angelou

Raindrop on the cactus with Bricee's reflection.

But how it changes me is the part that is up to me.  I can let it drive me to do the things that any child would be proud of their mother doing.

I go out before dawn and photograph, I edit and I write and I cook and clean and I study.  I  love deeply and have a huge passion for music.  Because of this I have a radio show where I am a radio programmer and its a drive time show called Melonpop Drive.

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Mel%C3%B8nP%C3%B8P-Drive-2bbb-with-djs-MezzA-n-M%C3%B8nSta%D0%AF-Est2009/168764609851231

I have a wonderful garden and many successes with lots of experimentation with plant cuttings.  We have two pets and we are absolutely responsible pet owners.  I dance.  I create and I still make the  best cakes going.   I also make many other things really well as well.  I am now very independent.  I enjoy my day's.

I also miss my children every day.  Whether or not they speak to me makes no difference from the beginning when Matilda went away in 2005.  That is such a long time ago for a daughter to not talk to her mother.  What did I do?  Why does she see me this way?  These are the questions that I ask the universe to provide the answers to.  The universe knows.

Jesse isn't talking to me for a different reason and there is no connection with the two situations.  For me however there is a mighty connection.  I cannot talk to my children and this always pains my heart greatly.  Montana said she cannot understand it and she is so hurt also for us all.

Universe please shed light into the darkness because where there is light then darkness flees immediately.  I want light shed onto all of these situations and I want vindication from all of these major misunderstandings that have occurred some because of other people  that is well evident.   Mary Peters

Image by Mezza - A droplet of water with Brice's image in the water.

“Greatness is not found in possessions, power, position, or prestige. It is discovered in goodness, humility, service, and character.”

Arthur Ward

Atalanta at Valla

The world needs more people to see this.  My friend above is a true leader and she sees this as well.  The indigenous people are also joining in this meditation to bring about the new age that is all but upon us.  There are huge CME's due to come in onto the planet any day now too.  Hope the computer is fine through this if it effects this area of the planet at strike time.

CME's are Coronal Mass Ejections from the sun.  My friend the sun who keeps us all alive with every wave of electromagnetic energy that is reigned down upon us.  With out this we are dead in the water.

Image by Mezza - Atalanta at Valla Beach Caves