Where ignorance is our master, there is no possibility of real peace.

Dalai Lama 

Reflections

It became apparent today as I stood in the light. A lot of the people around me do not understand me.  They prefer their ignorance to hold hands with their selfish pride because a pride of this demeanour is only for oneself and not for the good of all around.

I have absolutely nothing to be ashamed of as I have said many times.  I did not do the things that are said about me.  What else can I say and if I am not believed it is not my issue but the person who is doing the believing.  I don't have an issue with the truth  at all.  But I will not succumb to be told I am lying when I say to them that I am not.

So while ever these people keep themselves ignorant to the truth then they will not have any true and genuine peace of mind because life does things.  It makes things play on our mind.  There must be some doubt in their minds now that they may just have been very wrong about me and about Brice.  There were others who were self serving in blackening our names and thought nothing about using the kids to make it all happen. 

I have to keep the faith and not be a part of this and keep seeing the day that this will be all sorted out.  I will strive towards this.  I surely cannot have done anything so bad that I should be treated like this.  I have done a lot of things in response to how my situation was in the past surely I cannot be held accountable for normal reactions to abnormal situations.

Image by Mezza - Window on the hill reflecting the early morning in Urunga 2012